WEEK #4

Had surgery this week... something new for me.. had never been cut open before! I was nervous, scared and pretty much just a basket case. I almost backed out and was pep talking myself when I took this photo. This was me making a choice... a choice to feel better!

I was mad and sad ... seemed loosing my uterus was a big deal and I felt I should have done more for it... well.. I did ... I told it that I was sorry that it had had such a rough life and that I never used it for its intended purpose... but our time had come to an end and we needed to break up!

I was worried I would be unhappy and sad at the loss... but I have handled this like a champ and feel so much better than I ever expected!!  I have closure and don't really feel a loss but thankful for my many blessings that have been bestowed upon me! Thank You!!

So this is me looking forward to the future .......